C'est comme ca et c'est tout!
Monday, February 05, 2007
It's 10.30 pm here and of course, none of u is online. So I decided to blog it here, been holding it back since 2 days ago. But I really have to get it off my chest now...I just can't understand how some people are so competitive, selfish and so unwilling to help others when there is no obvious reason as to why they should be like that. I'm not gonna mention any name here but those who are close to me should knowlah ya. Hahaha.... The thing is, I don't even remember myself asking for too much help coz I always tell myself not to depend too much on anyone except for those I can completely trust. And I seriously can't think of any way in which he's gonna be at a much disadvantage by helping me.
I don't know if it's because he's unwilling to, or he simply just don't care. It doesn't matter either way actually. I don't give a damn anymore. I'm done being nice to him. From now on, I won't care about anything anymore. Just now I had the chance for a tiny revenge actually. I almost chose to do it, but then I think again, I'm too tired lah. It's alrite. I won't see it as I'm helping him, it's more of I just help him so that he won't keep probing. It's not that I expect anything in return, but I was just surprised that after helping, not a single thanx was said. Didn't even ask how I was when he knows very well my situation. Bloody hell!!! I'm so pissed off.... Never understand how a person can be so inconsiderate, selfish and... just selfish!! All he cares or thinks about is just himself. But never mind, forget it lah. Just take it as a reminder for me to not ever be like that. Anyway, I still have many others who are super nice to me. :) :)
With or without his help, I'm gonna survive!!! C'est comme ca, et c'est tout!!
:D
And for those of u out there who've been there for me all the time, thanksssss.... Love u, muacks!!!! :D
OK.... Feeling better now.... Grinzzzzz :P
